The Unkown

I had this feeling for awhile that something wasn't quite right...a gut feeling of sorts. I knew it when he started to get distant, this feeling I had of doom and despair was coming, the inevitable break-up. I partially blame him, but more so of me. How could I not see he was unhappy with me, and when did this change really occur??. I feel cold and complacent inside, like this warmth was taken outta me. Only the warm memories remain, but the hurt and cold distance remains. How was I too really know, when he was so introverted and never spoke with me on things that bothered him. I am now deleted from his mind and heart, and I sit here and wonder does he feel anything I feel, hoping there is still love even though he will be with me no more. I can't help but feel, there is other reasons that he's distant but he wouldn't say and I'll never know. I can only hope this heart heals and to move on..I can't help but wonder, will I ever have that one true love?